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2th day without u
Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 2:04 PM
ok gonna blog fer 1 week den bye bye blog ...
hmm hw should i start ... getting use to day w/o her .. today woke up at 8.10 OMG gonna be late fer PTC end up chey my mother haven even wake up yet end up i was on time =D reached at 8.30
but my stupid mum make me wait 1hour =-= nvms bah ... anw saw her today .. maybe tis is th last time i will be see~ing her till end of th holiday ... good thing barh? give me time to forget about us? hais now watever i do also will think of her ... idk why i still go think of her ... even after she can tell me she cant decide over me n an online guy .. hais nvms ... anyway heard her laughter today .. maybe she has gotten over it ler bah .. which is good .. hope she will continue with her life happily bah .. heard from nelia tat she felt dam restless on thursday .... hope she will cheer up bah .. i am sry i made a selfish decision of leaving u .. but i rather leave it this way then next time u will regret nt being together with th person u really love .. ur msn writes i still miss u D= but is it as a friend or wad.. anw it doesn't matter now .. after we brk n patch i tot we will learn to cherish each other but in th end ... i am sry i choose to ask for patch ending up hurting both of us again .. i am learning to forget hope u are 2 ... i am sry ..
edited : after reading her blog i suddenly felt like forgiving her .. felt like talking back to her .. i really dunno wad to do .. should i give her 1 more chance .. should i give us 1 more chance 1 final chance .. hope tat she change? so tat we can be tgt again? i still love her .. i am nt afraid to tell everyone tat .. but everytime she just does things tat make me dun wan to love her anymore .. but still in th end ob th day i cant stop loving her .. my heart is still filled with her .. hais .. idk wad to do .. if i say i still love u and i want a new beginning will u change n start afresh with me? Labels: days without u