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Friday, May 1, 2009 @ 12:44 PM
sry didnt blog tis few days =( alot of things happen i guess my mid yr exams have arrived !! n me n her is still goin up n down ... hmmm hw to start .. okay lets start with hw i feel fer th past few weeks .. i felt like crap =-= baby i think i noe y i wanted a break but i didnt bear to break with u ... th reason i wanted to break is because sometimes i really think we're more like best friends instead of a couple as u just nid a person to be thr fer u anywhere anytime to be ur listening hear i dun mind being person with u but when u tell me u love me i really dun feel th love ..baby u ever wondered y as a stead i would let u just play th com th whole day or watch tv n i didnt wish to talk to u ... its because i dun wanna disturb u in anyway i just hope u will noe i will be waiting fer ur call or sms so we can just chat but in th end ur call always comes around 9.30~9.45 which is like onli 30~15mins ob time fer us to talk n u expect me to talk .. fer th past few weeks has always been like tat ... i really hate it but i just dun wanna tell u i dun wanna hurt ur heart no more ... u always noe sometimes its ur fault but i just pamper u by saying no lah its nt ur fault just to let u feel good but dun u noe i am hurting inside who would onli wan to talk to his/her stead fer 30~15mins everyday ... although we meet everyday we seldom talk ... baby is either u changed or my expectation is too high i really dun noe ... th 1st mth we are tgt u keep bugging me to talk to u on th phone i was veri happy but 2nd mth u changed we onli had 30mins of time to talk everyday n in th 30mins we always have ur mum screaming like fuck like tat or else is i hear sms from ur phone or else is ur still watching tv n something funny when u call me like in th middle of th day i didnt pick up den 5mins later i call back thinking tat u wanna talk to me end up either we talk fer 5mins n u tell me u gt something to do or else is baby i call u back later i gt something to do ... if u gt something to do plz dun fucking call me =-= u call a person because u wanna talk to th person nt tell th person straight in th face u gt something to do n u call th person back later .... baby i really dunno wad to say ler lah maybe is because i pamper u so much n dun wanna hurt so i rather hurt myself ... guess now th onli thing to do is just dun care so much bah let nature takes its course i wont pamper u so much anymore i wont lie to myself jsut to make u happy tats wad my frens n me also agree to do it if u dun like it u may do whatever u wan to do i am prepared fer it but if u love me i think u would noe y i will do tis things ... anyway now u wan play ur game watch ur tv i also dun care ler go ahead bah just make sure u dun regret i dun call u n chat can ler n if u wanna talk to me make sure u nt doin anything else or else it would really spoil my mood ... bottom line i still love u but if u push me to th corner too much i wont give face to u ...
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