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Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 9:08 PM
day 2 ,
ok readers its day 2!!! lols alot of things happened today =] morning waked up at 7.40am , msg~ed dear den went to shower n bused down to sch ... nth much in sch today study study play joke have fun den back to study ... after sch PIZZA HUT!!! woho !! hahas but took dam long den we left de sch reached pizza hut around 5 =( no more student meal so its ok still have smart chioce meal whatever it is hahas =D eat fer 2hours =] total up 3 ppl me reynold n huai ping ate up to $41.31 cheap uh hahas yea really quite cheap ler cause gt 2 pasta 1 pizza 3 drinks n 3 soups!! hahas wee~ ok while eating dear sms me she told me tat she failed her guitar auditions i noe shes working hard but its still nt paying off n her syf is next monday OMG!!!! i noe shes stress but i am more stressed =-= i really wan to accompany her n be with her , talk to her more but she always shuts th door fer us to communicate ... like last sat she spent her whole day with her online GUY fren trying to dl th fucking audition hack WTF right! so talked to her onli like less den 1hour? n last sunday she spent her whole day audi just because she was able to use th hack =-= while audi was in patch she called me n keep complaining to me tat audi sucks everything cause gt patch but when audi is working again she just throws me aside n went back to audi ... i really felt tat as a person i lost my gf to th fucking com so i asked her ... if i am willing th quit dota is she willing to quit audi so tat we can have time fer each other ... but guess wad she reply's she'ill never quit audi so ya maybe i lose my gf because of a stupid game n beleive it or nt she can stress herself just because of audi n cant stress herself because me n her seldom meet seldom go out n we are talking less n less hais i really dun noe wad to do at pizza hut i told huai ping n rey about it they suggusted me to brk up with her as they feel she treat me like fck n angelo even suggusted me to treat her like hw jian sheng treat her just plain ignore her
BUT I CANT DO IT! I JUST CANT ... I CANT BEAR TO SEE YOU BEING SAD I CANT BEAR TO SEE YOU CRY AND ITS JUST BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU N I DON'T NOE Y! whatever it is baby i just love u i have noe idea y i am so in love with u when u can bear to just ignore me jsut because of th com i really don't ... hais whatever it is sry today i let huai ping answer th phone n make u become sad just because u feel tat u nid to ask someone to pass th phone to me just because u wan to talk to ur bf ... but baby have u ever treated me as ur bf i noe u tell me ur personal stuff n problems but den baby we are more like phone stead even though i see u 5days a week but we just dun hang out tgt n we cant even stand tgt in sch n chat more den 5 mins after sch i always ask u to eat tgt with me n yet u reply me u cant either is because of ur frens or u say its guitar i really dun noe which is true or not u are willing to be late fer guitar because of ur frens n u are nt willing to be late fer guitar just to go eat with me when ur hungry i really dunno lah baby ... anw just to let u noe tis is th first time out of th mani steads i have which i onli go out 1 time with her when we are already reaching our 2nd mth anni ... i love u so i just let tis past me but y must u treat me tis way th first mth was fine but after tat our relationship is like goin down i really hope it can improve i really do .... hais hope tml will be a better day bah
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