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i dun understand u well enough ...
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 4:08 AM
25th day w/o her ... went to sentosa today for th 98.7fm party lols .. had alot of fun with kuang n alex's dance group i guess hahas .. although th party wasn't tat great lols but still we found a spot to sit down as a group n play some stupid games to entertain ourselfs LOL! we played some game called 007 bang LOLS then later we took pictures!! hahas .. n o ya omg .. th funniest part was when we're all in th mrt goin home lols ... one of their dance partner lost her hat then she went shouting fcuk fcuk fcuk LOL!! was dam cute ... hahas !! o ya den later 1 of them her surname was bang lols so she went saying '' hey alex! if u keep calling me bang i will ''bang'' u LOL!! we all burst out of laughter hahas she was over thr staring at us because she didnt noe wad was th meaning ahahahas anw had alot of laughs n fun ~ =] dun mind goin out with them i guess hahas .. anw she misses her real dad alot ... n today's father's day idk what to do to cheer her up .. but i suggested her to maybe call her real dad tml too wish him happy father's day i guess? although i don't know her real dad nor seen him b4 but i guess his quite a good guy bah? otherwise she wont miss him so much i guess =( i think at least better den her step dad? lols idk ... well at least she got a father to celebrate with lols .. wonder what isit like to celebrate father's day with ur real or step father hahas ... dun care bah =] anw happy father's day to everyone ... n special wishes to her real dad bah .. hope he wont spend father's day alone n will stay safe =] ~ but i think it would really make his day if he hear her say happy father's day to him .. silly girl cheer up alright <3 .. i already prepared tissue fer u hahas because i noe tml if u call ur real dad u sure would cry =x .. idk wad to blog ler lols .. nites baby ng <3 swt dreams goodnites .. iloveyou..
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baby loving u doesn't need to have a reason
Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 4:51 PM
24th day w/o her ... ytd night something weird happen she sms-ed my to vent her anger out i guess? lols she sms-ed I'M SICK OB IT . I DHUN HAVE TH LOOKS . I DHUN HAVE TH FIGURE . I AM JUST A BYTCHHH !! WHY DO YOU GUYS LIKE ME ? WHY !!?! .. at first didnt noe wad happen replied huh ? followed by wad happen? because i know something wasn't right ... but she didnt reply so i waited till quite late around 2+ den decided to sms her hw i feel .. baby just to tell u loving someone dun need to have a reason if u love th person means u love him/her .. there is no why fer all tis .. furthermore if a relationship depends on hw pretty or cute or handsome ur partner is den th relationship wont last .. or its nt even called a relationship at all ... anw she replied tell me she rejected andy n her fren darryl went crazy trying to sucide cause ob her .. n she blames everything on herself ... at first i should be happy tat she rejectted andy i really should but feeling tat she felt sad i cant even smile .. i was just plan worried tat she would brk down anytime again ... i know tat she hates brk~ing downs she afraid ob it ... anw less den 3 replies she told me she wanna go slp den .. yea we just stopped sms~ing den morning wake up ... she sms~ed me actually wanted me to help her buy cash but dunno why end up nvms so ya ... glad tat she felt normal again? but i felt tat shes still unhappy but she didnt reply my sms so nvms bah .. think tat she would be alright after playing audi i guess? her frens are all there to comfort her .. baby i know ur always acting strong .. but on th inside ur nt .. ur just afraid too show it out ... nvms anw baby if u need someone to talk to i'll be here waiting fer ur call .. if u dun wanna call den blog out on my blog if u wan .. i will reply in th blog just post out hw u feel .. i'll still continue to wait .. dun ask why because th reason is veri obvious ... iloveyou ~
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is letting go an option? isit th onli way i can go?
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 @ 4:17 PM
22th day w/o her .. hmmm sry didnt blog fer veri long .. past few days happen quite alot of things? went out with her 2 times tis week .. just accompany her went to buy things n collect stocks bah .. idk y i still do all tis but i just want to .. hais anw i should really give up n let go ler bah .. she already moved on although she says she wont have another stead fer now but her heart has been taken away ler n i cant do anything about it... at first i tot i can woo u back but now i think i cant already ... ur heart has already been taken .. feeling as though i have lost everything i have .. i still regret nt cherishing u n letting u go in th past .. i hope i can turn back th time n treat u much better but i cant .. i noe ur gonna read tis but yea tis is hw i feel dun because of tis den take pity or try to do things tat let me forget u .. i noe i must but i want to do it willingly nt by force .. i still feel jealous when u talk to .... but yea i cant do anything n say anything to stop u because its unfair fer u .. although i still hope another chance like i have been hoping i think if we are better of being friends then lets just be friends bah best friends if u even wan ... hope you'll still share ur thoughts with me bah ~ idk wad to blog ler ... i will continue counting th days .. i wish every 22th of th month we can meet up if u dun mind but if u minid den plz tell me thx~
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still hurting =x
Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 10:26 PM
17th day without her ... hmm went out with her ytd too have lunch .. hais idk wad to say about her lols onli wanna eat 1 meal a day just because she wanna lose weight!! lols although she did lose abit a weight but knowing her having a weak stomach she still do tis really hurts me ... hais i cant convince her nt to eat onli 1 meal .. she just dun listen .. nvms bah ... den ltr send her home .. called joanne n daryl because joanne said she wanna go out .. head home till 6.30 den went out ... meet them at hougang plaza n headed to th lan to l4d n Cs awhile lols was smsing her though =x shes dam lazy!! lols always complain gt tution! lols but yea i noe holiday nth to ask th teacher dunno wads th tution fer uh hahas =x hmm reached home around 11 cause eat dinner with them as well =] reached home sms her den mapled till 2+ >< i noe its veri late! lols i will slp early de! =D ... hmm now getting used to life without her still ... sometimes reading her blog n looking at her pic's just makes me miss th times me n her had tgt .. but yea i noe i can onli hope time can show me whether thr is still hope fer me n her .. my heart still stings when i see her being close th other guys lols .. i noe i get jealous veri easily lols i also dunno y >< but yea i noe shes nt mine anymore .. so i cant do anything lols =] now i onli can do is be close frens with her bah ? lols was happy she ask me fer opinions though ahhas =x hw silly right? lols anw had fun ytd hahas =] n yes ur just a silly girl with a silly face carrying a silly smile
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guess i have letten go of u ><
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 2:23 AM
14th day w/o her .. sry didnt blog fer 5 days =( was quite busy in sch n chionging maple .. die ler getting addicted =( .. must resist computer soon n start chionging studies! lols >< study camp is finally over lols hmm in tis 5 days i chionged my maple acc to lvl 69 =x tats fer maple .. i cut my hair ( BANGS ) lols which changed my whole look ... my fren say i look cute =-= CUTE!! wth =-= so nt me lols ... n i scored 14/20 fer my chem test! WOHO! =] at least i didnt lie to my mum tat i would get b3 fer every test i take =x lols >< hahas ... hmm anw misunderstood her on th 8 .. tot she had a normal argue n fight with her mum because she use th com too long .. end up she told me she broke down .. she told her mum everything about her dad.. n her slashes >< sry baby fer misunderstanding u .. i tot is because of th com again u n ur mum argued n fight >< .. if u feel sad plz call or at least sms me to let me noe >< so i can humor u ... i dun wan to see u go mad ... i dun wan to see u sad ... baby i want u too always stay happy n i will try my best to bring out ur smile >< n no its nt a fake smile i want but a real n precious smile from u ... hais really dunno wad to do with her mum ... i feel like just giving her mum a tight slap waking her mum up n see~ing how much her daughter really is hurt n askin her hw much more does she want to hurt her daughter until she goes mad or just move away from her .. her mum is just a bloody sexist ... onli care fer her bro n nt fer her ... hais i really wish i can do something .. anw sry i so long never blog again >< i tml will blog de dun worry! =D lols ... p.s baby plz cheer up n stay happy i noe u didnt slash but plz DUN BITE URSELF DUN GO DO THINGS TAT HURT UR OWN BODY ... anything just sms or call me although u have ppl's tat care about u ler ...
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suddenly my life feels so quiet
Saturday, June 6, 2009 @ 2:24 AM
hmm 10th day w/o her ler .. sry ytd didnt post so today den post lols >< re-created maple acc den created a new mage lols .. i noe i am bo liao .. but its th onli thing tat can keep me occupied with th days tat shes nt with me anymore ... the day b4 yesterday someone called me n tell me tat baby's nt gonna wait fer me like hw she waited her jian sheng like tat .. although i felt hurt by those words but i promise baby i will give up so i pretended nt caring .. den th caller went on by saying baby's fallen in love with andy .. yea i admit i can see tat .. but its her life i am nt inside anymore i onli can hope tat andy would treat her well n pamper her like a princess she is .. but wad really bothers was when caller said tat baby once said i was dam hong .. hong until 1mth can hong 10 girls ... but i dun think baby would say tat ... so i clarified with her today .. n ya she did say something like tat but its nt tat .. she onli said i can let go of a relationship veri easily i can move on fast ... but baby i dun think tis time i can anymore .. i am stuck .. i dun feel like getting out .. because my heart is still with u .. u didnt return it back to me ... u just placed it somewhere deep n accepted another i guess ... wish u last long with andy bah i noe soon or later u will start to fall for him de trust me =] lols ... is me who handed u too him 2 handedly lols although i regret now but its too late so i'll just accpet de fact tat i made th mistake of letting u go .. k i dunno wad to blog ler .. maybe later afternoon den blog or else is tml bah ~ i will continue counting th days w/o u because i still want to start afresh with u ..
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GG-fied stucked at home
Thursday, June 4, 2009 @ 9:14 PM
9th day w/o her ... today passed her de elmo i caught at cineleisure hahas .. maybe de last present i would give her ler ... hais today veri suay .. acc tio ban gg-fied $300 gone ~ lucky agree~ed to pass me $200 or else i sure die >< .. life still feels empty without her but ya i agree~ed to let her free because someone once told me .. loving someone u must set them free .. let them choose who they really love ... n if shes mine she will come back to me once again .... so for now me n her are just friends .. idk if we can still be close friends but at least friends ... hais feel like giving up my life sometimes but i wont .. still hopes tat 1 day u would return to me bah ... anw saw her today ... she looks like she has nt enuff slp >< but lucky she didnt perm her hair =x lols because i dun think she will look nice with perm~ed hair =x ... but still i wont mind hahas because she looks dam beautiful to me in anyway =] i love her still~ .. blog tml =D bb
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its really over .. nth more i can do ...
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 11:00 PM
8th day w/o her ... really veri moody now ... feel like getting drunk although i wan to keep my promise of nt drinking ... received a sms from her asking me to give up ... n she has told me she has give up .. but why cant i .. i really dk y i cant just let u go ... baby i just love to deeply ... hais but i guess th onlli thing to do now is to let u go .. to set u free .. bye baby .. i hope u live ur life happily everyday ... guess we're nt goin den ..
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i really missed her ><
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 8:22 PM
7th day w/o her ... sry ytd didnt continue ( too tired ) lols... today spent th whole day doin nth ... waiting fer her sms to say tat shes back.. woke up at 12+ .. really becoming pig ler lols ><><><><|| still missing her though always have been hahas >< ( opps ) anw ytd had alot of fun ... decided to ask her out tis week idk how but ya .. i think i ask here bah cause i noe she will be reading it ... erm baby will u go out with me tis week ? any day if ur free .. but if u cant or dun feel like goin i am fine with it really =D because there's always next time marh haahs .. ytd during chinese O's i learned something from th passage ... always be optimistic because happy is always better den sad ... so ya i am trying it out hahas anw i learn alot ytd ><><><>< ... i really hope we still have a chance tgt >< .. ok lets nt talk about tat bah hmm she reached sg at 7.54pm today ><><><>< hmm nvms bah ~ ok lets hope she go out with me one ob tis days ! =D o ya thanks fer protecting her !( fer th person on top ) =D
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chinese O's today
Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 10:59 PM
6th day w/o her ... woke up today at 6.57 ... went to shower n prepare to go to sch =] went out ob the house around 7.10 .. while walking to th bus stop had th thought of telling her i goin to sch n have exam soon ... so sms~ed her although she cant receive ... exams was crap but i tried my best though .. i didnt sleep in a chinese exam fer th first time today woho!! after th exam me rey n haui ping went to pizza hut to eat with her fren n her sis =] have loads of laughter ... den later they say wanted to go out so yea went home to prepare but on th bus i suddenly wanted to tell her my exam was over n didnt slp fer th test but i scared i cant make th c5 i promised >< .. anw now at egames blogging ... promised to blog everyday tats why =D com's goin to off soon so must stop here ler >< hmm reach home den edit more bah bb ... 1 more day den she come back ... really miss her alot .. nvms must ren! hahas =p
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