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5th day without her ... ytd sms her cause my house near-by didnt have cash to sell .. needed 12k but she onli left 10 so its okay .. thanks fer trying anw =D .. she told me she tml was returning back to malaysia .. i felt dam sad ur goin further n further away from me .. hais although its just fer 2days but it felt like ur gone fer a few months .. baby thanks fer giving th me th chance to accompany u on th phone fer th last time when u are goin back to malaysia although i requested it but u gt a chance to reject but u didnt .. thx i noe its silly n i noe u are asking why am i still holding on .. i can tell u because i still love u .. anw woke up at 10.45 today received 2 msg from her 1 at 9.45 saying i can call her now but i didnt feel th vibration until th 2nd one which was at 10.43 saying goodluck peepo's fer ur O's i was like OMG dun tell me u go back ler dun tell me i even lost th chance of talking to u fer th last time b4 u go back .. i quickly sms~ed her asking where is she maybe i gt a chance to talk to her when shes in th car but thank god she replied she's goin down to eat with her parents .. my heart was relief~ed .. i am sry i didnt appreciate th last time u went back to malaysia i didnt noe tat u will miss me so much until now when i feel th pain too .. th feeling of losing someone u love fer just onli a few days baby i really wish i could sms u everyday when ur back in malaysia but i cant because u once told me tat ur area dun have connection i really feel like being back just right beside u n accompany u talking fer hours doin nth i really feel like doin tat .. baby i really hope ur right when u say if we're meant to be we will get back today .. i will be waiting fer tat day to come .. but fer now i can onli protect u with all i can .. i wont let anything hurt u or anyone to bully u ... baby have a save trip back to malaysia .. oh god plz keep her save during th period of time shes gone .. keep her save at all cost n plz lead her back to me when th time is right .. baby i miss u alot~ n i love u deeply i am sry i wont let u go .. i really hope i can hold back ur hand n kiss back ur lips .. i really miss tat ... take care my love .. waiting fer ur return <3

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sms~ed her ytd night .. didnt noe wad i was trying to do .. maybe all i wanted is her to come back .. but i think i went to fast ended up giving too much pressure on her .. i'm sry .. i guess i will do th onli thing left .. which is listen to her n give up .. i'll try .. i will .. although i dun wish too but i will .. th feeling of losing her is still thr .. but i will try to get it away ... soon i hope ... here to wish u a save trip back to malaysia .. hope b4 u go back u would sms me .. but if u dun i will understand ... today wake up at 12 .. totally cant slp last night .. but its okay .. getting used to it .. can someone tell me to stop blogging because everytime turn on tis blog tears just flow memories just come .. idk why .. but i dun wan to stop .. i rather be like tis .. hais nvms .. like wad she said we'll nt forget each other but we'll just stop remembering .. day 3 without her ... i will blog every single day ..

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hais since th day i let u go i regretted ... baby i still love u .. i am nt digging th same old hole n jumping into it again .. i wanna dig a new hole with u .. i wan to start afresh with u .. since u told me u would change .. then y not.. i'll give u time? i really cant forget about u .. th bits n pieces of th puzzles in my heart still are in thr .. it will never go away .. because baby i want u back ... i really dunno y we didnt cherish each other after th first patch ... but baby i hope to start afresh with u .. a new date .. a new beginning .. i wont once again hurt myself .. since u still call me baby does it just mean u call just because u got too used to it? or in ur heart there's still me? .. because defintely in my heart there's still u .. i just wont let u go .. idk why .. although u say u hurt me although i feel bits n piece of glasses pierc~ing through me so what? i know sometimes i will mind sometimes i will no mood when u do things tat i dun like ... but in th end of th day u still try to cheer me up ... u try all ur best to try to wanna know whats wrong .. maybe i just dunno how to explain to u in a nice way .. but baby i didnt mean to hurt u ... i noe sometimes i put things in a wrong format which make me sound like i just dun care or i am just rubbing things in .. like just now i sms u saying u cry finish already anot ... i just wanted to say are u feeling better .. but i didnt noe hw to say it in a proper way until i thought of it ... baby since th first day i am with u .. i felt wad is love .. i felt wad is pain .. i felt wad is real happiness .. with u baby i felt almost every feeling i ever can feel .. i dun mind feeling pain because i noe at th end of th day u will be thr to cheer me up .. i noe u tried ... i noe tat we do things diffrently i noe tat.. but since u are willing to change n i am also willing to change why cant we change tgt as one? if we do tat it wont be like last time .. i dun mind us nt goin out .. i dun mind us nt even holding hands when i send u home .. i just mind tat ur gone forever from my life ... baby plz come back too me once u rest finish .. idk why i let u go at th first place but i really regretted it ... i am so nt used to life w/o u ... baby plz come back after u rest finish .. imissyou ..

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ok gonna blog fer 1 week den bye bye blog ...
hmm hw should i start ... getting use to day w/o her .. today woke up at 8.10 OMG gonna be late fer PTC end up chey my mother haven even wake up yet end up i was on time =D reached at 8.30
but my stupid mum make me wait 1hour =-= nvms bah ... anw saw her today .. maybe tis is th last time i will be see~ing her till end of th holiday ... good thing barh? give me time to forget about us? hais now watever i do also will think of her ... idk why i still go think of her ... even after she can tell me she cant decide over me n an online guy .. hais nvms ... anyway heard her laughter today .. maybe she has gotten over it ler bah .. which is good .. hope she will continue with her life happily bah .. heard from nelia tat she felt dam restless on thursday .... hope she will cheer up bah .. i am sry i made a selfish decision of leaving u .. but i rather leave it this way then next time u will regret nt being together with th person u really love .. ur msn writes i still miss u D= but is it as a friend or wad.. anw it doesn't matter now .. after we brk n patch i tot we will learn to cherish each other but in th end ... i am sry i choose to ask for patch ending up hurting both of us again .. i am learning to forget hope u are 2 ... i am sry ..

edited : after reading her blog i suddenly felt like forgiving her .. felt like talking back to her .. i really dunno wad to do .. should i give her 1 more chance .. should i give us 1 more chance 1 final chance .. hope tat she change? so tat we can be tgt again? i still love her .. i am nt afraid to tell everyone tat .. but everytime she just does things tat make me dun wan to love her anymore .. but still in th end ob th day i cant stop loving her .. my heart is still filled with her .. hais .. idk wad to do .. if i say i still love u and i want a new beginning will u change n start afresh with me?

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ytd 11pm++ i decided to tell her everything .. hw i feel fer th past 3mths .. n i decided to break up with her because she cant even decide over a bf she is with fer 3mth 4days then a audi online guy which she didnt meet b4 .. WTF RIGHT .. hais nvms its over ... hope u will be happy with andy bah ....

i wont talk to u after today ler ... hope u take care of urself bah ... sry i cant be th permanent caller when u go back to malaysia ... hope u find 1 better 1 tat can take care of u .. bye bye~ i will delete tis blog after 1 week ...

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woo~ first time failing english ... today its our 3rd month n tis happened~

hm hw to start ..
ok i noe ler .. we argued . i failed ALL MY SUBJECTS . hmm we didnt go out . ya best thing my first time failing english .... ok lets start ..
today wake up sms bi telling her i am sry tat i didnt wake up at 12 to wish her .. was gald she didnt get angry so went sch as per normal .. th day was still okay till th last period .. when i gt back my english paper .. woho i failed .. nvms i told baby about it n told her i was sad .. she ask me cheer up .. i smiled but i told her i have no mood .. baby i have no mood doesn't mean i dun wan to go out with u .. i sms~ed u saying i wait fer u at th canteen u faster come down ? who noe's u tell me U GOIN HOME .. MUM CALLED .. U NOE HW FUCKED UP I FEEL AT TAT POINT OF TIME ANOT .. I NEEDED TO U N U TOLD ME U GOIN HOME ... WORST THING TODAY IS OUR ANNI N U RATHER GO HOME TO AUDI ... WAD MORE DO U WAN ME TO SAY ... baby asked me to cool down i tried n i did but when bi keep saying she dunno wad to say i was really pissed off .. i am really disappointed in u bi.. whenever u feel sad i am there fer u i will try my best to be with u ... BUT HOW ABOUT U .. today is a perfect example .. u choose to go home then to be with me n even try to cheer me up .. u said i scolded u n broke my promises but wad about u .. u told me u would try to go out today .. but 2 words is all u gave me MUM CALLED .. what happen to trying? i already told u nt to come on 22nd u said u wanted to so ok .. end up u make me happy fer nth .. u always give me high hopes n up bringing it down .. i really dunno wad to say ler ... n worst part of all u start blaming urself which makes me more angry .. i told u before never to blame urself when things happen ... end up u still did ... wad more do u wan me to reply so i blasted at u ... its my fault for doing tat but really baby tell me 1 thing when i saidto u happy audi~ing .. are u nt gonna audi today .. if yes den its my fault if no den think about it wad i said .. i no mood i didnt wan u to no mood so i asked to happy audi~ing .. baby u tell me out ob 10 times u reach home hw many times u didnt turn on th com n audi if u are allowed or even NOT allowed too .. ask ursel tis ... i really nth to say lah .. ''THX'' FER BEING THR FER ME WHEN I NEED YOU ... REALLY ''THX'' ...

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nth to do so come blog ~ just finish watching sky ob love ... let baby say right about something make me so ps =x .. th show was quite nice veri touching =] ...
hmm today normal lessons =x dunno go sch fer wad so sianz tml marking day .. no sch ! =D but baby goin out tml =-= sianz! ~ miss baby so much after watching th show dunno y lols .. bi u always tell me ur fortunate .. now i noe y =x n bi i feel fortunate as well .. to have bi with me <3 bi i love u forever .. i wont ever leave u or even throw u aside .. not even for awhile =x muacks bi
dunno wad to blog about ler today is a short day bah nth happen so ya ... anw bi good luck with th love party with andy jy!

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back to blogging~

hmm spent th whole day with baby on thursday =] left sch early lols den accompany baby to hougang mall to walk walk lols didnt noe wad to do thr so sugguested baby to come my house cause she say she never come b4 lols ... anw while walking to my house baby was scared because my house gt my grandfather =x baby shy >< ss ="x" house ="D" park ="D" 11 ="x">.< !! but still time cant stop everything has to continue moving so left her house around 11+ den reached home at 12 =x slept dam well tat day xD due to certain reasons =x hahas .. friday was alright =x fetched baby home bought her mac =x hahas hmm tat was about it ler bah =x sat went friends birthday party didnt drink =x cause promise baby i wont drink ... but in th afternoon went to pass baby pasta salad cause she say she wan eat .. first time making something fer my stead!! lols glad tat baby liked it but sad didnt spend alot of time with her .. den it reached today ... today gt woken up by baby lols but i dun mind xd <3 up ="x" 30 ="-=" style="font-weight: bold;">again till around 7+ den call her up chat with her awhile till 7.30 bi ask me go slp cause i sounded tired .. so off to slp =x till around 8.20? i woke up den go shower bi keep calling i didnt noe till 8.43 when i picked up her call =x she sounded angry as i didnt pick up her call bah .. i can feel she thinks tat i lie to her tat i didnt slp =x but she just kept quiet in th end we just found something to talk about till baby reached home as she cant talk on th phone ler =( now blogging missing her so much =x anyway after tis i goin to watch sky ob love lols promised baby <3

bi thx fer editing my blog .. tis few days u have been clinging to me .. i like it i really do ... i hope we can be like tis throughout our relationship tgt or even better? bi i am giving my best n everything to u n i noe ur also doin so ... bi i once promised u 2 things .. 1) i will never leave u
2) i will still love u even if u leave me ... bi tis 2 promise will never be broken unless i die .. so bi dun be afraid i will one day leave u because i wont <3
ineedyou iwantyou imissyou iloveyou muacks bi

ur hubby - J.CZX
my wifey - N.CYM

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booooooooos ~
babyyyyyyyy , <3
alrights , changes "blog skin"
baby like ? =x roars .
anwanw , idkkk what to write but baby , ily :D
dhun mind me come here crappp uhsss =x wahahahahhahaa .
alrights uhss , dam tired nerhhs T.T
i want go orhhorhh zZz liaos . baby, sleep early horhs .
P.S : for yoor girlf's sake, pleaseee eat, drink & sleep more.
sick must takecareee uhsss , *mwahs.mwahs*
*kiss baby's forehead* (goodnight kiss) xD

` i love my boyf, J.CZX ♥

-x girlf, ♥cianyuh.

back tu blogging ... hmm days passed veri fast tis mth =x so fast jiu 11-may liao ... 11 more days till 3rd month lols... everythings getting better bah baby tis few days keep sticking to me lols normally i would hate it but dunno y fer her i like it alot =x lols i totally dun mind her sticking to me lols .. weird but ok ... went back playing audi lols stupid rain hai wo cpl 2 times on th same day =-= actually already found 1 cpl den later 3 games she log in pm me ask me be her cpl =-= den i consider fer veri long since shes my long time fren so okay lah ~ lols cpl with her lor anw she gt bf i gt gf =] baby dun nid worry i will like her de lah xd den baby gt married today n she lvl~ed up congratz bah .. heart stings alittle bah still ok lah i trust her lols .. hope she n her cpl last long bah n nt brk her heart cuase she is dam into audi de =-= ... ytd night pei baby talk till 1:57 den later she sms me at 2:01 saying her mum came out cant chat ler so yea but i didnt see th msg till around 2:10 so yea tats when i hang LOL! stupid right me =x ... anw yea talked to baby quite alot still made her cry fer like 10mins? cuase i said something tat hurt her n made her feel i dun trust her =x SRY BABY! i will always trust u lah <3>< cause she didnt work hard de her mum is dam ... de so yea nvms bah stay at home talk to her lor ( i guess ) but good fer her bah she get to audi audi n audi more.. time fer a personal thought ...
today was fucked up in th afternoon ... knowing at baby marry today was abit hurting but yea should have expected it ... suddenly have th feeling at i am sharing my baby with someone else but yea i noe its nt true bah =] den later after awhile cool down thought about it ler den pm baby .. she came n play with me awhile but at 6 she went of cause she wanna tag with her cpl so yea .. she promised me to stop at 7 actually didnt beleive her but she proved me wrong ... was happy bah lols den now she called while i blog ... ok i dun wan blog ler want to talk to her =]
ok the weird~iest thing just happen baby noe my audi cpl real life n my audi cpl dunno her =-= wth confused @.@

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. Real name : Jeremy Chee Zhen Xing
2. Nickname : Jer
3. Star sign : Leo/Virgo ( half half ) =-= 23rd aug wad lols
4. Male or female : Male
5. Primary school : Xinmin
6. Secondary school : Yuying sec
7. JC/POLY : Aim~ing poly =D
8. Hair color : Black n Brown
9. Long or short : err semi~long
10 . Loud or Quiet : none
11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans
12. Phone or camera : Phone
13. Health freak : No?
14 . Drink or smoke : none ( baby dun like )
15 . Do you have a crush on someone : No?
16 .Eat or drink : BOTH
17 . Piercings : 2
18 . Tattoos : No?
Have You Ever ;
19. Been in an airplane : yes
20 . Been in a relationship : yes
21 . Been in a car accident : no
22 . Been in a fist fight : no?
23. First piercing : sec 3
24 . First best friend : Reynoldz
25. First award : 100metre dash
26. First Crush : p3
27 . First Vacation : forgot
Lasts;
28 . Last person you talked to : my baby?
29 . Last person you texted to : joanne
30 . Last person(s) you watched a movie with : joanne , reynold , kuang
31. Last food you ate : school food
32 . Last movie you watched : X-men origins
33 . Last song you listened to : Soulja Boy Feat Sammie - Kiss Me Thru The Phone
34 . Last thing you bought : consession pass
35 . Last person you hugged : my baby?
Favourites ;
36 . Food : none
37. Drinks : pokka green tea =]
38 . Clothing : anything tat i like
39 . Books : err so far none
40. Song : too much to type out
41 . Flower : i nt gay
42 . Colors : black
43 . Movies : fer tis yr? X-men origins
44 . Phrase : idk?
45 . Subjects : English , maths =]
Had you ever done before ;
46 . Kissed in the snow : No
47 . Celebrated Halloween : Never
48. Had your heart broken : yes
49 . Went over the minutes on your cell phone : alot of times?
50. Someone questioned your sexual orientation : err yes ( true or dare =-= )
51 : Came out of the closest : no?
52 . Gotten pregnant : i am a guy =-=
53 . Had an abortion : i am a guy cant get pregnant hw to get a abortion?
54 . Done something you've regretted : yes
55 . Broke a promise : yes
56 . Hid a secret : yes
57 . Pretended to be happy : yes
58 . met someone who changed your life : my baby?
59 . Pretended to be sick : when i dun wan go sch
60. Left the country : yes
61. Tried something your normally wouldn't try & liked it : yes
62 . Cried over the silliest thing : idk whether is silly anot
63 . Ran a mile : yes
64 . Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : yes
65 . Stay single the whole year : yes
Currently;
66 .Eating : eaten
67. Drinking : water
68. I'm about ton : tml exam cant ton
69 . Listening to : music
70 . Plans for tomorrow : go sch take ss exam
71 . Waiting for : my baby to go home?
Your Future ;
72 . Want kids : err see baby wan anot lor =x
73. Want to get married : idk whether my baby wan to marry me anot lols
74 . Careers in mind : haven thought about it
Which do u prefer ;
75 . games or girls : girls
76. Shorter or taller : not so tall not so short
77 . Romantic or spontaneous : both bah?
78 . Nice stomach or nice arms : idk?
79 . Sensitive or loud : sensitive bah
80 . Hook-up or relationship : relationship
81. Trouble-maker or hesistant : none
Have you ever :
82. Lost glasses/ contacts : no
83. Ran away from home : yes
84. Hold a gun or knife for self defense : no
85 . Killed somebody : no unless i go mad den maybe
86 . Broken someone's heart : yes
89 . yourself : huh?
90. Miracles : yes bah
91 . Love at first sight : err maybe idk
92 . Heaven : er yes
93 . Santa Claus : no such person
94 . Sex on the first date : no
95 . Kiss on the first date : yes
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now : my baby?
97 . Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : err regretted nt studying well bt still ok
98 . This is the 98th & last question : lawl finally?
Now tag 10 people to do this : i lazy to tag ppl to do it if they wan they will go do =-=

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today actually didnt wanted to go sch de cause raining dam heavily + veri tired but baby told me she performing today so ended up picking up myself from th bed n went to prepare fer sch ^^ luckly when i left my house th rain STOPPED ! woho! hahas so didnt get wet =] msged baby on th way to sch =] but suddenly just stopped so nvms bah ... day as per normal reach sch take tempreture den 2 free periods hahas crapped fer 1 1/2 hours LOL! baby asked angelo to pass me GREEN TEA xD wee~ THX BABY ! =p hmm den lesson lesson crap crap ... during chinese library wasn't open =( so walked around den later heard they say sec 4 n 5 dun nid go hall fer assembly our class all sian diao!! LOL!! first time hear whole class say wan go assembly hahas !! when assembly time we stayed in class fer like 10mins den a busybody teacher come n nag we scold her n ask to go away but in th end she did something good fer us xD she asked us go down hall watch th performance =D whole class cheered! hahas cute sia we =x anw watched baby perform xD can see she dam nervous cause she saw someone .. =p anw assembly flew past dam fast den it was HOME! but didnt went home hahas .. while goin down th stairs .. saw baby so talked to her awhile .. she said she was goin home with cherylene ''they'' all so i can assume tat she n cherylene got back tgt ler bah as she didnt nid me to send her home lols .. so end up headed to PIZZA HUT ( again ) with rey n joanne tis time hahas .. reached thr at 4 our target to stay thr until 7 n we did it ! woho! hahas ate 2 pasta 1 bake rice n 12 drumlets n 1 plate of crossed ''fries'' lols total up 2 about $33.30 hahas 333 =x lols anw we crapped n talked while eatting =D had alot of fun n laughter hahas we keep saying tat the service sucks n we shouldn't have to pay fer th GST hahas ! anw have been hanging out with joanne n reynold fer th past 2~3 weeks? hahas went to watch 2 movies fer consecutive weeks =] hahas watching th 3rd one tis coming sat ( if gt show watch haahs ) den ltr goin fer STEAMBOAT with sarah they all hahas =] wee so fun =p anw nth to blog ler bah baby still audi~ing o ya reached home around 8.15 today =x so tired lols k lah nth to blog ler fer today ler bah .. nth much happen between us its still up n down i guess =x stay tune bah i noe ur th onli wan see~ing my blog hahas muacks baby i love u

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many things happen th past few days... hmm whr do i begin lols ... err baby still as addicted to audi as ever hahas hmm she gt heart broken 3 times but ending up still cpl~ing with 1 of her ex .. she had a crush on a person who treated her like crap after breaking up with her in audi w/o saying anything ... hmm almost argue with her everyday n didnt feel like talking to her? felt alone n fucked up... but everythings over ler bah after ytd's thing didnt noe y i thought tat me n her was over but while i was thinking about tat.... baby msg me saying tis '' Sorry dear , i'm sorry dhat because ob other stuff , i keep say i want break with y0o . <3 duibuqi . Now i want y0o . ^^ is it too late ? '' after tis msg i straight away stopped whatever stuff i was thinking n kept wondering about stuff like now den u want me? or i should forgive u since u noe ur mistake ... but in th end i choose to let everything go n let us start over again because i dun wan to lose u like all th other girls i choose to let go or even hurt them .. i dun wan to do anything to hurt u n just want u to have th best i noe ur family isn't the ideal family u have in ur mind neither is ur friends .. but since i am ur bf i wanna at least make u happy when ur with me n nt putting up a fake smile fer me ... baby we are talking lesser n lesser to each other maybe is a good thing cause like tat we wont go out ob subject to talk about but we dun even sms which scares me because we can even go to th extend ob nt even talking to each other fer th whole day lols ... yes i admit i miss u but do u ? i noe i should put more trust on u but i am afraid ... i tried i really did but i really dunno y i cant =( but i am changing i am putting in more trust in u i wont doubt u ever again i once doubt ur love fer me but now i wont =] plz dun make me regret my decision anw i dunno wad to say ler just finished tution veri tired maybe continue tml or another day bah =] i still love u whole heartedly no matter wad i promise tat my heart wont change if urs wont 2

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sry didnt blog tis few days =( alot of things happen i guess my mid yr exams have arrived !! n me n her is still goin up n down ... hmmm hw to start .. okay lets start with hw i feel fer th past few weeks .. i felt like crap =-= baby i think i noe y i wanted a break but i didnt bear to break with u ... th reason i wanted to break is because sometimes i really think we're more like best friends instead of a couple as u just nid a person to be thr fer u anywhere anytime to be ur listening hear i dun mind being person with u but when u tell me u love me i really dun feel th love ..baby u ever wondered y as a stead i would let u just play th com th whole day or watch tv n i didnt wish to talk to u ... its because i dun wanna disturb u in anyway i just hope u will noe i will be waiting fer ur call or sms so we can just chat but in th end ur call always comes around 9.30~9.45 which is like onli 30~15mins ob time fer us to talk n u expect me to talk .. fer th past few weeks has always been like tat ... i really hate it but i just dun wanna tell u i dun wanna hurt ur heart no more ... u always noe sometimes its ur fault but i just pamper u by saying no lah its nt ur fault just to let u feel good but dun u noe i am hurting inside who would onli wan to talk to his/her stead fer 30~15mins everyday ... although we meet everyday we seldom talk ... baby is either u changed or my expectation is too high i really dun noe ... th 1st mth we are tgt u keep bugging me to talk to u on th phone i was veri happy but 2nd mth u changed we onli had 30mins of time to talk everyday n in th 30mins we always have ur mum screaming like fuck like tat or else is i hear sms from ur phone or else is ur still watching tv n something funny when u call me like in th middle of th day i didnt pick up den 5mins later i call back thinking tat u wanna talk to me end up either we talk fer 5mins n u tell me u gt something to do or else is baby i call u back later i gt something to do ... if u gt something to do plz dun fucking call me =-= u call a person because u wanna talk to th person nt tell th person straight in th face u gt something to do n u call th person back later .... baby i really dunno wad to say ler lah maybe is because i pamper u so much n dun wanna hurt so i rather hurt myself ... guess now th onli thing to do is just dun care so much bah let nature takes its course i wont pamper u so much anymore i wont lie to myself jsut to make u happy tats wad my frens n me also agree to do it if u dun like it u may do whatever u wan to do i am prepared fer it but if u love me i think u would noe y i will do tis things ... anyway now u wan play ur game watch ur tv i also dun care ler go ahead bah just make sure u dun regret i dun call u n chat can ler n if u wanna talk to me make sure u nt doin anything else or else it would really spoil my mood ... bottom line i still love u but if u push me to th corner too much i wont give face to u ...

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