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chapter 3
Thursday, April 23, 2009 @ 8:13 PM
ytd was like any other day but expect is our 2nd month anni .. didnt do much with her in fact didnt go meet her at all after school .. actually we were suppose to go eat lunch tgt but she have maths remedial fer th last min so didnt went .. actually i already asked her out tat night but went she told me she went fer cca n had a test tml i didnt want to go look fer her already .. as i noe she will be veri tired + she needs all th time to revise so in the end just accomapanied her on th phone tats all =]
today woke up abit late as was lazy in bed ... so didnt sms baby n just went straight to shower after coming out of th shower i saw her sms so started to sms tgt ... left my house around 6.55 bussed down to school while sms~ing baby till around 7.10 den she suddenly stopped so yea didnt really cared as i noe shes busy bah ... sch started blah blah blah nth really much happen after sch still gt chem until 5 n stayed in sch to play with my friends awhile while waiting fer my baby .... guitar ended around 7.20 today ... was happy tat baby ask me to send her home .. after sending her home i bussed back home .. was quite emo have no idea y but th bus came quite slow today .. waited fer around 10mins =( anw reached home around 8.10 showered a hot bath n came to blog =] hahas hmm nth much to say ler bah maybe will mia awhile bah... was thinking of it fer a few days ler but i cant think of a reason to just leave baby alone ... so didnt go mia .. anw quite happy can last fer 2mths with her ... maybe we still have a long time to go or maybe not but i hope we do bah =] baby i still love u till th veri end although i hear alot ob bad comments from alot of ppl but still i really dun care as ur still in my heart deeply i love u muacks baby i wanna last long with u <3
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getting better~
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 10:14 PM
everything's getting better already i guess... but still time will tell more bah =] hmmm waked up at 6 today wonder y lols th weather was raining n yet i didnt noe i just wanted to wake up today ... msg~ed baby while i am still on my bed den drag until 6.30 den went to take my pe attire n go shower =D hahas hot bath woho!! left my house around 6.52 den bussed to sch ... awhile on th way to sch joanne n baby msg~ed me baby was on her way to sch fer guitar practice .. n joanne told me tat she wasn't feeling well today lucky fer her i brought my jacket along lols ... get to sleep n walk around th sch fer th 1st 2 period because its mother tongue baby keep complaing sian but cant do anything >< den later english bored to death after tat recess woho!! hahas baby msg~ed me said tat she is smelly n sticky n wants to shower lols n again i cant do anything but just msg her to keep her company asked her weather wan me to lend her deodorant she decline so yea ... den during recess joanne came to look fer me n took my jacket away actually dun wan give her de but she took my phone as hostage so no chioce hahas den later was just plain lessons den PE! played doubles with ricky againist madm wong + 1 of her class student .. n guess wad we own~ed them hahas!! den sch ended i was suppose to meet joanne to take back my jacket at art rm but i forgot ahahahs den later she came stomping in th hall LOL!! but lucky shes nt angry lah hahas played badminton with her fer awhile den later went down to rest .. was sweating like i just came out of th shower sia .. lols den baby told she goin home n nt goin fer guitar was abit disappointed but its her chioce bah wad can i do? hahas den accompanied baby to sms den later went down to albert to have my hair cut ... after tat meet bronson to eat mac hahas den joanne told me she n her stead was at nyny hahas actually wan go disturb but den think about it dun wan be lamp post so didnt went hahas =] msged dear while goin home but she was audi~ing so didnt wan to disturb her .. reached home accompanied baby to audi awhile but felt tired in th end den went to slp .. around 7+ 8 i msged dear told her i wake up ler den she told me she wanna lvl her audi den just nice my dota trainin start so we just continued doin our own things my matched end ler n just nice baby msg~ed me so i called her n we chatted awhile fer till 10? she kept bugging me to blog wonder y hahas anw was happy tat we are improving n today we didnt argue fer along time we didnt have tis ler i hope we wont argue anymore or at least nt so often ... anw baby i noe ur goin to read tis so dun get jealous !! my heart will onli be with u de <33 i love u baby muacks kae! =D anw hope our relationship get better =D i am really determine to last with u ! as i promised u marh i will always try to help u solve all ur problems no matter wad <3 muacks TML IS OUR 2nd MTH LER !!! =D WEE~~ i hope we will have th 3rd 4th n 5th n more n more =D i love u lah my dear lao po
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confused~
Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 9:08 PM
day 2 ,
ok readers its day 2!!! lols alot of things happened today =] morning waked up at 7.40am , msg~ed dear den went to shower n bused down to sch ... nth much in sch today study study play joke have fun den back to study ... after sch PIZZA HUT!!! woho !! hahas but took dam long den we left de sch reached pizza hut around 5 =( no more student meal so its ok still have smart chioce meal whatever it is hahas =D eat fer 2hours =] total up 3 ppl me reynold n huai ping ate up to $41.31 cheap uh hahas yea really quite cheap ler cause gt 2 pasta 1 pizza 3 drinks n 3 soups!! hahas wee~ ok while eating dear sms me she told me tat she failed her guitar auditions i noe shes working hard but its still nt paying off n her syf is next monday OMG!!!! i noe shes stress but i am more stressed =-= i really wan to accompany her n be with her , talk to her more but she always shuts th door fer us to communicate ... like last sat she spent her whole day with her online GUY fren trying to dl th fucking audition hack WTF right! so talked to her onli like less den 1hour? n last sunday she spent her whole day audi just because she was able to use th hack =-= while audi was in patch she called me n keep complaining to me tat audi sucks everything cause gt patch but when audi is working again she just throws me aside n went back to audi ... i really felt tat as a person i lost my gf to th fucking com so i asked her ... if i am willing th quit dota is she willing to quit audi so tat we can have time fer each other ... but guess wad she reply's she'ill never quit audi so ya maybe i lose my gf because of a stupid game n beleive it or nt she can stress herself just because of audi n cant stress herself because me n her seldom meet seldom go out n we are talking less n less hais i really dun noe wad to do at pizza hut i told huai ping n rey about it they suggusted me to brk up with her as they feel she treat me like fck n angelo even suggusted me to treat her like hw jian sheng treat her just plain ignore her
BUT I CANT DO IT! I JUST CANT ... I CANT BEAR TO SEE YOU BEING SAD I CANT BEAR TO SEE YOU CRY AND ITS JUST BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU N I DON'T NOE Y! whatever it is baby i just love u i have noe idea y i am so in love with u when u can bear to just ignore me jsut because of th com i really don't ... hais whatever it is sry today i let huai ping answer th phone n make u become sad just because u feel tat u nid to ask someone to pass th phone to me just because u wan to talk to ur bf ... but baby have u ever treated me as ur bf i noe u tell me ur personal stuff n problems but den baby we are more like phone stead even though i see u 5days a week but we just dun hang out tgt n we cant even stand tgt in sch n chat more den 5 mins after sch i always ask u to eat tgt with me n yet u reply me u cant either is because of ur frens or u say its guitar i really dun noe which is true or not u are willing to be late fer guitar because of ur frens n u are nt willing to be late fer guitar just to go eat with me when ur hungry i really dunno lah baby ... anw just to let u noe tis is th first time out of th mani steads i have which i onli go out 1 time with her when we are already reaching our 2nd mth anni ... i love u so i just let tis past me but y must u treat me tis way th first mth was fine but after tat our relationship is like goin down i really hope it can improve i really do .... hais hope tml will be a better day bah
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1st day ~
Sunday, April 19, 2009 @ 2:08 PM
lols dunno y i decided to create a blog ( finally ) .. but yea here i am blogging fer th 1st time today hahas.. anw bored~ nth to do .. felt unhappy about somethings but yea it will pass soon i guess .. my relationship with her is goin up n down tis few days i really dunno wad is she thinking hais ... wonder her com is more impt or i am ... shes always says i am .. but always gives me th feeling tat her com is much more impt ... but is okay bah i should trust her =] ... until now i onli went out with her once n we are tgt fer around 1mth + goin to 2 mths? lols really pathetic right ? but yea is okay lah i love her so must understand her mum n her cca's taking up most of her time but its okay ^^ hope things will get better =] .... i wonder if i give up dota fer u will u give up audi fer me?
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